I'm happy.
Oh am I happy, because it's over.
They are over.
YES.

But on the other hand, I'm still...upset, pissed, not ready to accept reality.
Call it whatever you want.

Prepare for the Fight.
oh how appropriate!!!

sometimes you can't always get what you want.

those are the times I hate.

as Jake said, ANYTHING can happen before Friday.

And it did.

SHE WANTS REVENGE is still on! even though it was off last night!!!

YES

I shoudn't have talked about it for so long.
I was so happy, and now I don't even get to go.

This always happens.

Fuck it.

Well things didn't go so well for so long.

Everything is getting harder like school and everything else.
A bunch of tests and SATs really soon and parents are always talking about how I need to do good and blah blah blah.
I cant imagine next year! Some people might be leaving school and that just sucks. I hate loosing people that I am close with, it makes me feel alone.

Now I'm really sad.
"Colorblind" by Counting Crows is a really sad song, and I probably should not be listening to it right now, but I am.

We have not talked for a while. Not because we don't want to, but just because we never get a chance to. I know I don't have the right to demand time, or even ask for it, but it seems like something I need.

Ugh, I'm tired.

Friday is no school, and also SHE WANTS REVENGE!!!


Tommorow night is my chance.
and I'm going to use it.


wish me luck, and watch me rock out on Friday.