I will battle for the sun...

...and I won’t stop until I’m done...

Finally it has happened. It happened, and feels freaking amazing. Seriously, if anybody gets in my way I'm not gonna be happy. I finally feel like everything is fine and PERFECT. Things are NEVER perfect with me, but somehow THIS is. And no one is gonna fuck it up. Sure, we have our tiffs and I'm still very emotional and always feel attacked (that's just how I operate around people who's opinion I deeply care about) but at the end of the day, at the end of that argument, 2 seconds later...everything is fine. Everything is completely fine. I'm completely 100% confident and happy and excited and just ready to scream about it so everyone knows. Before I was scared to soak in the feeling with fear that it might disappear into thin air, but now I'm totally confident it's not going anywhere. I finally feel like I found someone who is 10000% there for me and I'm the same for him. I'm really excited to see where we will go together and everything that's ahead. All those other girls, the past and any future ones that may arise can go suck a fat one. Like I said, NOTHING will ruin this for me, and for us.

With all that said, I have a math test to study for. :(
After that sleep!
I feel alone in my bed.

But I'm all :):):):):)

so let me go

I feel like I just don't know who I'm with anymore.


- I don’t wanna dream about
All the things that never were
Maybe I can live without
When I’m out from under
I don’t wanna feel the pain
What good would it do me now
I’ll get it all figured out
When I’m out from under -