dumb.

I'm talking to Gretta. I hate it when she's right.
She gave me the same advice I always give her. "If you have a problem with something...do something about it". I guess I do always tell her that. But when it comes time to me...I can't help myself. Sure...I can do something about feeling like an elephant, but I can't guaranty that it will be good. No actually, I probably don't have the balls to do it. So I'll stay like this forever.
Bought cigs yesterday. Bad bad BAD!
Ugh, I can't even talk about how stupid I am lately.