Here We Go Again...

What a typical Monday. One of those Mondays when you know you have four more days until you can finally relax on that nice Friday night.
Awoke feeling like I have not slept in ages. Got up, drank some some juice, put on a sad excuse for makeup and left. Got to school, went to class, had lunch while reading the stupid driver manual, sat with Jake before his class and then went to meet with Rafaella. We had a good time. It was short, but sweet. Met up at Stonestown (I swear I'm going to hate that place very soon, since it's a two minute walk from school and I find myself there too often.)

Her and I decided that if she doesn't move far for college, we will get a place together. That would be amazing. Living with my best friend. Someone who has known me for six years. Someone I feel comfortable with. And someone who I can be stupid with. I wish it would come true.

On one hand I want her to go Washington like she does for school. She is a hard worker and will do just fine there, but I also want her to stay. I pretty much told her today that if she moves our friendship will end, because we will not put in enough effort to stay in touch. (We barely hang out now and we live a bus ride away and our schools are like five minutes apart.) The good thing is that we both will be here for our birthdays in June. That might be our last grand time together. She on the other hand thinks we will be friends until we die. I also hope that she is right.

Speaking of going away, my other friend Sandra, who I have known for seven years is leaving on Saturday for Davis. Mariya planned a little sleepover for Friday so that we can have a rad time before Sandra goes. Sure, Davis is close. I mean I went to Davis to see AFI play and I'm sure I can go there again to visit a friend. I just know things won't be the same. When Marianna left a year ago, she would only call Mariya and I and ask for gossip. We did not have much to talk about. When we met up and went on Haight as always, our conversations were full of crap and we enjoyed spending time away from one another better...or so it seemed. But now I don't give a crap about her. After what she said to Mariya, she can go kiss my ass. Calls me up talking about the argument Mariya and her got into. Tells me to tell Mariya. I do. Mariya confronts her. Mariya's response is "Well I only told Bella because I know she has a big mouth and would tell you anyways". Fuck you. Go die. Stupid bitch.

Rafaella and I walked into Hot Topic for no reason at all. One of the guys working there started talking to me asking me if I walked in before. I did indeed. Tried on pants that I told him looked better on the hanger. He said sorry. I told him not to be, since he didn't make the pants. He proceeded to tell me he did. I smiled. He walked over and stood by us doing some stuff in the backround. We looked at him a bit after, and then left. That was great. He is the better looking out of the two guys that work there recently.

Anyways, I think I was going to write something meaningful, but my right shoulder hurts and I have a lot of homework. Back to writing a stupid essay. Great...just great. And then sleep, and all the good stuff before sleep.

Wednesday is approaching. Will I pass? That's a maybe.