All seems to be going well. I feel weird saying that, because everytime I do make this kind of a statement, it ends up pinching me in the ass...hard. Maybe I'm being a bit pessimistic here? I don't think so. Honestly, each time I admit to being happy, shit fucks up right then and there. I'm scared for what is coming...if that is the case.
She called on Friday and he told me because I asked. He said he was gonna erase it from his call log and not tell me because it's no big deal. It makes me sad that he would consider something like that. She left a voicemail and we listened to it together. In her whiny stupid voice she rambled on about how she wants to catch up and how it's been sooooo long so he should call her back. He promised he wouldn't and for some reason I believe him. Lately I haven't been dwelling on things that he has done to upset me. Nothing seems to stick, and maybe that's because there are no major issues to think about. For now all is good, but as I said in my above paragraph, this cannot last forever.
There are times when I get this crazy feeling that I've found everything I've ever wanted in this person. I can't even look at him because I find myself going insane from all the feelings rushing though my mind. Sometimes it's too much to handle, but that's a good thing ;)
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