you just can't stop me

It's that time of the month again when I go and stick my nose into places it shouldn't be in. It didn't take that long to figure out the log-in details and I could have sworn I tried the one that worked a million times before. I haven't been to that web page in a while though, maybe about a month or so. I've been doing good. Really, I have. I think it affected me less this time. I didn't really feel anything when I read over all the crap I told myself I would never look at. This is too easy. If I want this shit to stop bothering me I need to stop reading it. OR I should just keep reading it until eventually it means nothing anymore. That sounds like a plan. I'll spend all my time reading over what has happened and have no time at all for my current life. Really, there is nothing I would rather be doing than glossing over written confessions of love for other girls. Seriously, fuck them. I got the floor now and I'm gonna use my time wisely and then everything will be okay. Gee how happy I do sound. Let's just hope I can stick to it...since we all know I have issues doing that. Back to H.W. woo